update

[waitingonautumn]

ever since summer ended everything has slowly been changing and it wasnt until recently when i sat down and thought about it, that i realize all of the little changes have turned into huge changes.. i have been doing pretty good in school and staying up on my school work for the most part, which isnt really like me.. i mean i have fucked up a couple times but no one is perfect! other than that i have been cooking a lot which i really like doing and working on keeping my room clean all the time .. i also just started working at california video and may start working at john bentleys as a hostess soon as soon as i figure out my scheldule at cal video! besides that i am really happy with ben and every minute i am with him never seems to be enough, cause i always want to spend more time with him... i pretty much spend all of my time with ben, not always just the two of us, but recently i have realized i dont really have any close girl friends, my closest girl friend is probably stephanie, we talk a lot.. a lot more than i do with anyone else..which works out well considering ben and will are such good friends! and i love stephanie to death!

against me! show is coming up which means i have to miss photography again..