Apr 18, 2007 07:53
Yuuko liked the robots. I'm so happy -^^- I've come to realize it is just some gas, but it is kind of nice to feel this way. In all honesty I'm really not all that angry with Fay because this has taught me something. I always thought that I loved Ed--and really--I do, very much so, but not in a romantic way. I guess since I've never even had a crush before it started becoming difficult to distinguish romantic love from the platonic, familial love I have for Edward and Alphonse.
So that is nice to know. It was getting much too confusing, and much to painful to harbor such idea as those about Ed. I still do terribly miss the two but their absence is a little easier to shoulder now that I know I'm not following the same path as Trisha.
And even though it will probably pass I'll make the best of my feelings for Yuuko for now, which brings me to something else I've learned.
Even though I've always been supportive of gay people like Garfiel I guess I never really understood the difference---or rather the fact that there really isn't a difference. At least not one that matters. I wonder if my falling for Yuuko is entirely a result of the gas, or if I was always attracted to girls as well? Hmm
Well. I'll just take things as they come for now. I'll be in this Day of Silence protest that the posters Michel put up spoke about.
al,
ed,
yuuko