I hear you calling

[waitingforsimon]

Today has been a very difficult day for me, if you have been reading my blog for a while you will know this so sorry if Im repeating what you already know...I have depression and generalised anxiety disorder and I have suffered since I was 14. A few years ago I had a breakdown and it really scared me. Now we are getting ready to start a family I have to come off my antidepressants or at least get to the lowest dose I can cope with. So I have started to lower my dosage and with the move and all the stress its really hitting me. I feel very unsettled and lost at the moment and Im struggling to handle it I just have to keep repeating to myself that we should be moving in 2 weeks max and then I can make it my home again.

I have been tempted for a while and have finally joined waitingforsimon.tumblr.com follow me there if you got one too!