holy crap
im sooooooo happy right now, i went away and prayed for a while becuase i was WAY pissed, and theres God showing me more and more, im so stupid and blind.....im canning this LJ, and everything that had to do with her. Im movin on, it was fun, but honestly as mean as it sounds i deserve better now, she is so blinde to him, and i want someone completely opn to God and on fire. Im so upset with the person she turned into, but ohwell. The old becca clarkson will always hold a special place in my heart, and i will always have memories. I will never forget her as long as i shall live......moving on is tuff, but she doesn't realize what she has, im so much better than she knows, this is def. her loss, im not trying to be big headed at all either, im done being sweet to her, and im done caring, shes to stuburn to realize who i am now......God is soooo good, future hear i come, im sooooooo excited, i have absoltly nothin right now besides God guiding my way. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE...... ill put my new LJ name on here soon