Choices
I am having a tough couple of days. I don't want to have to make a decision like this...between what my parents say is right and what I know in my heart is right. Tommy got offered a job in Phoenix and is going down for interviews. It would be a lot of money, and he wants me to follow, but my parents want me to finish school at NAU Main Campus instead of finishing through the education distance learning program for NAU. It's a crazy thing when you meet the guy that you want to be with forever. We've almost been together a year...on November 15th we will have been. I thought I'd met him before, but when I look into the eyes of my boyfriend right before we go to sleep, I know I've met "the one" or whatever you believe that is. I know that I want to be with him, but I also love my family and don't want to piss them off. I want Tommy to have nice things and to be successful, to have the opportunity to be successful...I want this for him more than he wants it for himself I think. I wish there was an easy answer. I wish there was an easy way to approach this. I want to marry him and I would tomorrow. I know he wants to marry me, he's told he will if we can make this happen. I don't know what to do. AHHHH!!!!