Sometimes...
I've come to the conclusion that I don't understand why people have mirrors in their house. Like me for example. They only make me feel bad about myself. I know that what I am seeing probably isn't 100% what is there, and that makes me sad. I wish I could see myself through everyone else's eyes, because honestly, I want to feel beautiful. Maybe someday I will, but I know I can't do that alone. I hate looking in the mirror and hating my own reflection. I love every inch of myself on the inside, but I just can't see all that good when I hate what I look like. I don't know if anyone can understand that, but it's just something I've got to work through I guess. I wish that I could, but I feel like I am just a disappointment.
Secrets are so incredibly enjoyable...hehe.
Shopping tomorrow with Alison...should be fun.
I am doing okay.
I wish I felt okay when I looked in a mirror though. Damn mirrors.
Secrets are so incredibly enjoyable...hehe.
Shopping tomorrow with Alison...should be fun.
I am doing okay.
I wish I felt okay when I looked in a mirror though. Damn mirrors.