May 11, 2005 23:10
So today I spent hours and hours with my ex. It was supposed to be just coffee... but then turned into the whole afternoon/evening. Hmmmm... He seemed to want to keep hanging out and doing new things... so we did. Now let's get things out there. When we broke up... it was because I had mentioned that at some point, I'd like to get married. And he FREAKED OUT. Well, he's a guy, so should I be so surprised? Anyways, that was months ago... but every time we have hung out since then... he brings up marriage in some way in the conversation. What is with that? So today he tells me about two friends of his who started dating just a little while after we did... we even went out with them once. And today he tells me they are "set for marriage". I dunno... I'm probably reading way too far into it.
But anyways, back to him and I.
So today we spent the whole day together, he pays for dinner, and then says we should get together again soon. Oh, but at dinner he calls me his "friend". Ach.
So I was thinking I was ok with the way today went. Execpt for the fact that as I was thinking over the day... I realized something. We went over to his house for a bit, and while we were there, he was showing me some pics on his computer. When I opened up "My Pictures" there was a folder with my name on it. I didn't even notice, but he said it was because I had given him a site with pics from a trip of mine on it... and he hadn't had time to look at the pics then, so he downloaded them so he could look at them later. So I was thinking over it. I went and checked the site, and you can't download all the pics at once.. you'd have to save each photo individually. So ha.
So now I'm all freked out. I have no real clue what to think of that. Ach.