yeah okay
its nights like this rainy one tonight that makes me think of you kim, cause i know how much you like the rain, it's a nice rain too, not too cold or too warm. well all i can say about my life right now is that it is brilliant. i have an AMAZING internship lined up for me this summer, and i just accepted the offer to be an RA next semester which mean i will be going to school for free next year. i am proud of myself. i really am, my grades are really good right now, looks like i'll end up with 4 a's and 2 b's this semester which will be my best one yet. but amoungst all the good things going on right now i can't help but miss having someone to share it with. and i don't know who i want that person to be. well thats a lie, i wish it could be niels but thats not gonna happen and it makes me sad...but i do know that i don't want it to be zach and ever since i got the internship in robstown, he won't leave me alone. sends me text messages and calls all the time, and i guess if i wanted to be with him i would be happy about it. but i broke up with him for a reason and he can't seem to understand that. i already broke his heart once 3 months ago and i am going to have to do it again when i get there after finals i think. i am going to have to tell him flat out that i don't want to be with him AGAIN. oh well. at least i will know people in corpus, besides zach and my family jr will be there and jj just signed with the team so i'll know him too. i don't know i guess once i get zach to understand how i feel about him it will be okay but thats gonna be hard, however i am looking forward to meeting new people and being able to see my girls everyonce in a while. but the lady made it sound like i am going to be very busy, but i will make every attempt to go down there. and you all will come see me!! haha okay well i am all by myself tonight my housemates went out again :( anyway, hope all is well with you guys. <3