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Its been almost a month with no update and that is due mostly to my pure laziness. Its been an eventful past week. I leave for Rhode Island on Tuesday and will not return til the following Thursday which is a lot longer then I wish to be there for, but its for the sake of family. My 17 year old cousin died on Friday in a motorcycle accident, it was less then two months after he had his first one which had landed him in the hospital with serious brain injuries. I’m not going there bitter or angry like a lot of my family is, I am going there to pay my respects to him, it was God’s will. My dad and little sister are going to, and I don’t know how I will survive without two weeks of pay, I need that money because I made two big purchases; a new, very expensive cell phone and a digital camera (if I had any self control I would have waited but oh well).
On other notes: My boss gave me samples of birth control, she says it’s a going away present because she swears that I am going to be some wild child when I get to Italy, I must say it was thoughtful but hmmm.... very strange.
Won’t be getting a new car, because I won’t be home so my parent’s really see no point in gathering a car payment for a car that will sit so I will deal with the Rodeo for one more month:(
I will head down south at the end of the month for an olympic party, and for the last three days my cousin’s picture has been plastered on our local newspaper, which seems a little extreme but thats my life.
My sister came home for a visit from rehab, I don’t like her as much as ever, I don’t feel she has made a change, I don’t want to be around her, my mom caters to her too much.
I went to the fair (all those not from my county: it’s the biggest little fair anywhere so the town is crowded and everyone I despise gather in one little spot). It wasn’t fun at all, I didn’t see anyone I would care to see, and all the smoke made me sick.
Talk about the past sneaking up on you, in the same week two guys I had semi-relationships with pop back up, and I don’t like it, there is a reason I separated myself from them so they need not call after 6 months.
Italy is less then a month away, and I’m not ready but I will go as planed and let the adventure lead me.
I’m off to pack now, I work all tomorrow and our plane leaves at 5:50 in the damn morning so now is the only time to get anything done.