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i believe i am going through the hardest time of my life.
this isnt any sort of exaggeration.
my parents broke bad news to me,
the day after my birthday - That being that after 12 years
of marriage, they cant be together anymore -
im incredibly close to the both of them so im seeing them both hurt
and its beating me up - all this, while i gather my plans to move to vegas and finish
the semester - i broke down last night - drunk and after a good night at the fake
prom with an open bar i talked to my mom and after hanging up
just broke down so bad - the only thing i was glad to hear from my
mom was that shes finally being supportive of my plans to move and
go to fashion school - im still in a destructive mode...excessive
drinking, sleeping and smoking all of which are not helping me get
over whatever illness i caught two weeks ago - i dont talk to many
people anymore but i dont know why - i still remain signed on aim -
cell phone kicked the bucket - I have found someone i really like, but this
but all at the wrong time :( - and it seems like everything everone says to me is
"thats bad for you, you know" - i am most emotionally vulnerable right now
this isnt any sort of exaggeration.
my parents broke bad news to me,
the day after my birthday - That being that after 12 years
of marriage, they cant be together anymore -
im incredibly close to the both of them so im seeing them both hurt
and its beating me up - all this, while i gather my plans to move to vegas and finish
the semester - i broke down last night - drunk and after a good night at the fake
prom with an open bar i talked to my mom and after hanging up
just broke down so bad - the only thing i was glad to hear from my
mom was that shes finally being supportive of my plans to move and
go to fashion school - im still in a destructive mode...excessive
drinking, sleeping and smoking all of which are not helping me get
over whatever illness i caught two weeks ago - i dont talk to many
people anymore but i dont know why - i still remain signed on aim -
cell phone kicked the bucket - I have found someone i really like, but this
but all at the wrong time :( - and it seems like everything everone says to me is
"thats bad for you, you know" - i am most emotionally vulnerable right now