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Hmm well yesterday was posta be mine and Johnny 8 months but no...weve been broken up for about 3 weeks now and it sucks i miss him so much I cared about him more then I ever cared about Kevin..hard to believe huh yeah well I did and I let Johnny get so close to me and he ment alot to me ...why does it seem like everyone I cared about the most leave me or just treat me like shit..like Kevin i cared about him alot and look how taht worked out he treated me like shit for 3 years and then Johnny he treated me like i was the best thing ever and he treated me so good..and then just boom outta know where fuck you bitch its over he hurt me so much when he did that ...everything seemed perfect to me alteast and from what i got from him it was there was really no reason for him to dumped me and if there was there was no reason to dump me the way he did and still after all he did stupid me I still cared about him so much and love him with all my heart and theres no chance of us getting back toegther which really sucks I let him get closer to me then anyone else and he knows stuff about me nooone else does NOONE at all ...
well yeah enough about that..
bridgettes coming over today I cant wait I havent seen her in like 3 months my moms out picking her up now..she lives like 45 mins away now :( but i can drive in 5 months so i can go out there and pick her up whenever but thats like forever away
and im bout to beat the fuck outta this hoe ass bitch who was all up on johnny nuts when we were toegther
bitch gotta lot of fuckin balls to do what she did the otehr day..fuck prolly took em from johnny the way she was always up on him and flirtin with him and shit ...bitch is liek 14 thinking she can get with a 17 year old ..and even if she was older...yeah ok like he would wanna skank whose always up on everyone
Time has went by
Theres no more time to cry
In my heart you'll always be near
In my sould you'll always be dear
I hope life gives you everything you need
I hope you find peace in life indeed
You knew me the best
Better then all the rest
I let you near
How it failed is still unclear
I really wanted it to work
I really wanted to try
I never wanted to take the time to cry
But now we must say goodbye
"Good-bye"
I think the hardest part about this situation is that neither of us know what going on. Neither of us knows what each other is thinking and we are both trying to make decisions based on information we don know.
i cant believe you've done this to me
i would've done anything for you
i guess you realized that
and thats why you took advantage of me
im so hurt right now
i dont know if i should hate you
or if i should just forget you
well yeah enough about that..
bridgettes coming over today I cant wait I havent seen her in like 3 months my moms out picking her up now..she lives like 45 mins away now :( but i can drive in 5 months so i can go out there and pick her up whenever but thats like forever away
and im bout to beat the fuck outta this hoe ass bitch who was all up on johnny nuts when we were toegther
bitch gotta lot of fuckin balls to do what she did the otehr day..fuck prolly took em from johnny the way she was always up on him and flirtin with him and shit ...bitch is liek 14 thinking she can get with a 17 year old ..and even if she was older...yeah ok like he would wanna skank whose always up on everyone
Time has went by
Theres no more time to cry
In my heart you'll always be near
In my sould you'll always be dear
I hope life gives you everything you need
I hope you find peace in life indeed
You knew me the best
Better then all the rest
I let you near
How it failed is still unclear
I really wanted it to work
I really wanted to try
I never wanted to take the time to cry
But now we must say goodbye
"Good-bye"
I think the hardest part about this situation is that neither of us know what going on. Neither of us knows what each other is thinking and we are both trying to make decisions based on information we don know.
i cant believe you've done this to me
i would've done anything for you
i guess you realized that
and thats why you took advantage of me
im so hurt right now
i dont know if i should hate you
or if i should just forget you