i stand there and laugh as they cut you apart
Things have been crazy for me since this new year started. I'm already hating it but I know that eventually things will get better and I have the greatest friends in the whole entire world so they make life's challenges a whole lot easier to deal with right now.
Last week on January 5, 2007, while I was driving home from work, my car started on fire. It was the worst night of my life because not only was it after 10 pm but I'm on I-696 where everyone can see me. I was all alone and by the time the fire truck got there it had probably been in flames for about fifteen minutes. I don't know what's worse than watching the whole front end of your car fall apart in front of your eyes. I cried all night long and just spent the weekend alone mopeing around and being sad. I'm without any money and without a car so I have no idea what I'm going to do. Another stupid thing thrown at me with no solutions to any problems. I guess this week I'm glad my hours aren't crazy a lot at work so I can have a few days off to relax and not have to think about it. Blah ...
Craig and I broke up yesterday and it was nothing that he did. This was just something that I felt like I needed to do. I'm not going to explain anymore or write anymore about it, but there might be something on my MySpace later in a friend's only blog about stuff. I do just want to make this clear since I seem to be lying about it all of the time. I didn't break up with him for another guy, there's no one else.
I don't really have anything else to write about but I do want to say thank you to Chanel for being there for me when I needed a friend the most. Seriously without you I don't know what I would do. I also want to say that Jason is the coolest for letting me laugh in his face about nothing. I love my friends hxc <3
Last week on January 5, 2007, while I was driving home from work, my car started on fire. It was the worst night of my life because not only was it after 10 pm but I'm on I-696 where everyone can see me. I was all alone and by the time the fire truck got there it had probably been in flames for about fifteen minutes. I don't know what's worse than watching the whole front end of your car fall apart in front of your eyes. I cried all night long and just spent the weekend alone mopeing around and being sad. I'm without any money and without a car so I have no idea what I'm going to do. Another stupid thing thrown at me with no solutions to any problems. I guess this week I'm glad my hours aren't crazy a lot at work so I can have a few days off to relax and not have to think about it. Blah ...
Craig and I broke up yesterday and it was nothing that he did. This was just something that I felt like I needed to do. I'm not going to explain anymore or write anymore about it, but there might be something on my MySpace later in a friend's only blog about stuff. I do just want to make this clear since I seem to be lying about it all of the time. I didn't break up with him for another guy, there's no one else.
I don't really have anything else to write about but I do want to say thank you to Chanel for being there for me when I needed a friend the most. Seriously without you I don't know what I would do. I also want to say that Jason is the coolest for letting me laugh in his face about nothing. I love my friends hxc <3