the strangers up ahead

Dec 23, 2006 22:13

So I never write in here anymore and I'm not a hundred percent sure why. I got over the fact that no one reads this and that no one truly cares other than a few people in my life. I bought another real journal and have been writing in that when I get down so that I don't have to share my secrets with the world. Everytime I say that I'm going to ( Read more... )

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shaydummy December 24 2006, 08:36:20 UTC
you know... i love reading the things that you write, i really do. and i understand how much you wish things were different and better, cause i wish that things would be better for you too. and i know you're just writing because you need to express all of those things that are going on inside your head and you just want to let them all out... and i know i matter, i KNOW i do... but it's like... i can never do enough.
you'll always have shitty people come in and out of your life. you'll always have those people that are super fun to be with and talk to but not be the best of friends at the same time come and go too. but only every so often you'll have those people in your life that it didn't matter if you had a million other "friends". because even when they're not there, you know deep down that they are always there. i'm sorry that you lost one of those people in your life. if i could go back and sacrifice our meeting just so you could have him back in your life, i would in a heartbeat. i actually think about that a lot...
and i know you don't have a ton of friends to go take silly pictures with, but you do have one... or even one to go paint animals with...
it's okay to miss the past cause i do all the time too...

i'm sorry everything has been going terrible for you lately. and i know i can't change anything. i'm only one person...

and yet... i always try to be 10 at one time...

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waiting2findu December 24 2006, 13:42:30 UTC
Seriously, I love you!

I don't have much more to say about this than that, but it brought a tear to my eye and I'm not lying about that. That reminds me, I need to post our picture online so people can laugh at us :]

I'm glad that you try to be 10 at once but thank you for being you and only you

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