:'(
im sooo upset...like really jupset..i cant stop cryin...
the fact that jane n shareena have let us down for mardi gras started me off, but its not that thats really gettin to me
tomoros my results day, n anyone who knows me knows ive fucked up, but im genuinely not arsed, because im pretty damn proud of myself for just sittin them after i dropped out. but kathies havin a 'celebration' for me in the pub..n a load of ppl are comin..to hear me say 'yeah..i fucked up' lovely isnt it?
kathies just decided to arrange this without askin me, she just told me to be there with my results, and all these people, to show them i royally fucked up. i dont need that. n then i'm gonna have them humouring me, and patronising me n tryna make me feel better, which will just make me feel worse. this is so FUCKED UP
i know they're plannin somethin as well. i told josh the other week for my results im gettin my lip pierced n he was like 'i bet you don't, its somethin good tho'
then teeshas been phonin all secretive speakin to josh, n then to jimbo, n then she spoke to me to ask how to spell 'Ms Jigz' n then spun me some bullshit story about how some woman who works with her calls her daughter that too, BULLSHIT
n then the dozy fuckhead phoned me to ask if its my results tomoro, which she knows damn well it is, i know she knows, n she knows i know she knows because shes one of the lovely people coming to the pub to hear me announce my failure. so yeah. somethins goin on.
RARRRRRRR i just feel like crap right now.
hmmmmm i wonder how many more people will let me down for mardi gras...?
remember kids
Shatter proof is NOT a challenge
Space xXx