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I never showed how I cared. I never said that words that you wanted. The only thing that really made you happy was when you saw my body. It hurts to know that the only thing holding us together is really just our attraction. It hurts to hear the words from your mouth. They never seem to be heart warming anymore. No matter what theres something to be mad about. No matter what theres something that makes you not want to see me. We lost the most important feeling in the world. Excitement. Love can not be complete without having every word come to mind that explains every butterfly we get. We've lost the touch. It was harder for me to let you go in the beginning because I had so much to say. I had so much to feel. Now its just gone. Every mean word that you say breaks my heart even more. I've apologized so many times that it doesnt even matter anymore. I really don't think that love is the word for you either. Every tear that I've cried doesn't seem like it matters. Nothing that comes out of my mouth makes you want to hold on to me just a minute longer. The one thing that I wanted was for you to grab my hand and look me in the eyes and tell theres no other girl that can make you feel the way that I make you feel.
I guess I've destroyed that.
I'm sorry.
I guess I've destroyed that.
I'm sorry.