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I am completely speechless. I'm more upset about the fact that he wanted to know where I was when he didn't even call me all day. He called me at 11:30 am and talked to me for maybe 10 minutes. And then doesn't even call me til 8:40 PMMM. And asks me where I AM?!?!? Like since when did you care.
I just want to be known. I want to know that my boyfriend actually knows that I exist. I might as well be alone. It's not like it's any different. Wait, its better, I won't cry as much.
And the thing that hurts the most is that I knew that he figured since he saw me the past 2 days that it wouldn't matter if he even gave me a simple phone call today. Just a hello. Coming from a relationship where my boyfriend wanted to spend every second with me and then to a guy that doesn't even want to call you. And feels like seeing his girlfriend for 2 days in a row is annoying. I don't just cry for nothing. I cry because I feel neglected and not worth it. Not only has he lied to me already but he makes me feel like I'm an obligation.
Where has all my strength and hope gone?
I just want to be known. I want to know that my boyfriend actually knows that I exist. I might as well be alone. It's not like it's any different. Wait, its better, I won't cry as much.
And the thing that hurts the most is that I knew that he figured since he saw me the past 2 days that it wouldn't matter if he even gave me a simple phone call today. Just a hello. Coming from a relationship where my boyfriend wanted to spend every second with me and then to a guy that doesn't even want to call you. And feels like seeing his girlfriend for 2 days in a row is annoying. I don't just cry for nothing. I cry because I feel neglected and not worth it. Not only has he lied to me already but he makes me feel like I'm an obligation.
Where has all my strength and hope gone?