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I just escaped my drawing class. It was the worse day possible for me to sit for three hours and try to draw an inanimate object. I love learning to draw but sometimes when my creativity is smashed by measurements and placement, I just need to take a break, I was there for an hour, then left... suckers...
There is no way in hell I could have handled two more hours of that today. The rest of the day until my next class will be devoted to catching up with my alternate universe called the internet, I don't get on here much, so this will be good.
On a more personal note, I have found out the deciding that you want to marry someone doesn't take long at all, and I understand where Rachel and Alyssa and Hallie were coming from when they dated for only a few months then announced their engagement, I don't think things will go as fast for me, but if I had exactly what I wanted right now, I would be marrying Erik next week. He is awesome and amazing and a whole new experience from anyone I have ever dated, which is a sign right there, because I have dated a lot and relationships always seem to be the same, but not this one. I would explain further, but that is a little too personal.
I am also hungry and want some coffee, but I don't trust these people with my stuff and I don't want to take it with me...
So one our lead mentors at CCPC Cory is going to Chemeketa with me, and I just saw steve's car out in the parking lot, so I am assuming, maybe I am wrong in my assumption that he is going here too, this is not the first time I have seen his car here either, that is just weird to me, makes me feel more like an equal anyways, we are all at the same school. And the school is Chemeketa, ha.
We are awesome.
I need to find another job to supplement my mentoring, because there is no promise of new contracts right now, and we may be in a crisis soon, I have no other income and currently 2 hours a week, so yeah... please be praying that I can find a job that hires me for like 10 or 15 hours a week. Also be praying for my sanity because that will mean I am taking 11 credits, working two jobs, and being a mom, which seems freakin crazy to me.
There is no way in hell I could have handled two more hours of that today. The rest of the day until my next class will be devoted to catching up with my alternate universe called the internet, I don't get on here much, so this will be good.
On a more personal note, I have found out the deciding that you want to marry someone doesn't take long at all, and I understand where Rachel and Alyssa and Hallie were coming from when they dated for only a few months then announced their engagement, I don't think things will go as fast for me, but if I had exactly what I wanted right now, I would be marrying Erik next week. He is awesome and amazing and a whole new experience from anyone I have ever dated, which is a sign right there, because I have dated a lot and relationships always seem to be the same, but not this one. I would explain further, but that is a little too personal.
I am also hungry and want some coffee, but I don't trust these people with my stuff and I don't want to take it with me...
So one our lead mentors at CCPC Cory is going to Chemeketa with me, and I just saw steve's car out in the parking lot, so I am assuming, maybe I am wrong in my assumption that he is going here too, this is not the first time I have seen his car here either, that is just weird to me, makes me feel more like an equal anyways, we are all at the same school. And the school is Chemeketa, ha.
We are awesome.
I need to find another job to supplement my mentoring, because there is no promise of new contracts right now, and we may be in a crisis soon, I have no other income and currently 2 hours a week, so yeah... please be praying that I can find a job that hires me for like 10 or 15 hours a week. Also be praying for my sanity because that will mean I am taking 11 credits, working two jobs, and being a mom, which seems freakin crazy to me.