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I used to get angry when certain friends would pretend to fall off the edge of the earth and never update, and now look at me, it's been forever. obviously the return of my boyfriend, and the intesity of work hours have something to do with it, but I just seem to be out of touch with the world beyond me, which I think is crazy, then realize that back in the day before the internet, and TV really all they had were newspapers and junk, and really their lives were the stuff they knew from talking to each other, and I apologize if this makes no sense whatsoever, it doesn't need to. I ramble.
Now that school is in session, I have a little more free time in the mornings, for now, at least, until my own classes start, then I will be a lost cause.
I am contemplating moving out. I found a potential roommate but she already lives in the apartment, and I am not sure how I feel moving into her apartment and trying to make it mine too. She has a two year old daughter though, and that seems cool to me, because then our daughters can play, and that is something Melia needs is kids her age. So yeah I meet with her monday, we will see how that works out. The very plus side is that rent is super cheap, 230 plus half utilities, and it's right next to Chemeketa. We will see.
I feel more goal oriented now that I have been working a few months, and i constantly am challenging myself to be a better person, both in my work, personal life, relationships and spiritually, well that was more than two things but whatever. I feel like I am trying to achieve something even though I am still not positive what exactly that is, to me, the here and now are important. God will take care of the future. knowing that gives me peace.
Today the weather outside is crummy, and I totally love love it. I am going to wear a sweater today. If there is one clean. I want to go to Value Village or goodwill and get more sweaters, I forgot fall was coming because everytime I have went shopping it's been so stinking hot.
Okay well I got junk to do, if anyone wants to scheduel hang out time, call me. I love everyone.
Peace out homies!
Now that school is in session, I have a little more free time in the mornings, for now, at least, until my own classes start, then I will be a lost cause.
I am contemplating moving out. I found a potential roommate but she already lives in the apartment, and I am not sure how I feel moving into her apartment and trying to make it mine too. She has a two year old daughter though, and that seems cool to me, because then our daughters can play, and that is something Melia needs is kids her age. So yeah I meet with her monday, we will see how that works out. The very plus side is that rent is super cheap, 230 plus half utilities, and it's right next to Chemeketa. We will see.
I feel more goal oriented now that I have been working a few months, and i constantly am challenging myself to be a better person, both in my work, personal life, relationships and spiritually, well that was more than two things but whatever. I feel like I am trying to achieve something even though I am still not positive what exactly that is, to me, the here and now are important. God will take care of the future. knowing that gives me peace.
Today the weather outside is crummy, and I totally love love it. I am going to wear a sweater today. If there is one clean. I want to go to Value Village or goodwill and get more sweaters, I forgot fall was coming because everytime I have went shopping it's been so stinking hot.
Okay well I got junk to do, if anyone wants to scheduel hang out time, call me. I love everyone.
Peace out homies!