Mar 15, 2004 19:39
I'm taking a break from homework to type some of the things I was feeling on the ride home from Smithfield. Some of the things were way to personal, so they won't be included, but you'll still enjoy it(not really.) Ok, here it goes.
~*The human race can be described in one word: Asshole. It's simple as that. There are many facts supporting my theory. The fact that people have the nerve to talk shit behind your back, or say one thing to your face and something different behind your back, and ofcourse people being your best friend one day and your worst enemy the next, strongly disturbes me. And guys, don't even get me started with them. My old best friend was a guy and it was awesome...For 3 and a half months. Then all hell broke loose. He started ignoring me and then one of the worst moments in my life happened: I was told I wasn't "girlfriend material." Then, he met a girl. He changed so much from then until now.Or maybe he's just himself...Something I strive to be. Needless to say, life hasn't been the best lately. Well, unless you say contemplating that 3 syllable word as awesome...I didn't think so. It frightens me that I cried the whole time writing this. Especially since i'm on a bus with 25 people. Emotions can be fun. Yeah, not really. I bet guys express heir emotions more than I do. Due to my previos mentioned friend, I haven't been able to open up lately. Freak: For some reason this work seems fitting here.*~
I hardly remember writing any of this. I only remember writing how mankind is a totally asshole. It must be the crack. This totally makes me sound suicidal. Well, it's not ment to, so don't flip out now!