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[waitimcomming]

i'm starting to believe that what she said to me was the truth. i mean it did come from the mouth of an old friend. even thought it was said out of anger, it was probably the most hurtful thing i've ever read. i just don't understand. i'm utterly dumbfounded. and i don't know what else to say.
i feel like shit, so apparently she won.

i honestly just want to know what is going on in her head, why she's being so hurtful.