like ripping off a band-aide
i can't sleep. okay. i realize it is only midnight and most 21 year old's do not go to bed at 11 pm every night like i do. but for me midnight is too late on a work night. but i can't seem to stop thinking. i packed my first box today. we have 10 days till we have to leave our apartment. in those 10 short days we have to pack, paint, and clean. and we are attending the ricky young show friday. i wonder when we will have time for all of this.
my interview is may 2nd. i really hope i get this job. i really hope i get any job really. i need something new and challenging. i am wasting my skills.
deep down i am hoping the faster i leave and the less drawn out this move is the less it will hurt. hopefully it will all go fast and the pain wont hit till after it is gone. goodbyes is nothing i should be good at but unfortunately i am.
but i want to be so much bigger than this place. and it is time for me to leave.
my interview is may 2nd. i really hope i get this job. i really hope i get any job really. i need something new and challenging. i am wasting my skills.
deep down i am hoping the faster i leave and the less drawn out this move is the less it will hurt. hopefully it will all go fast and the pain wont hit till after it is gone. goodbyes is nothing i should be good at but unfortunately i am.
but i want to be so much bigger than this place. and it is time for me to leave.