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Everything is falling apart at work. And I have been trying all week to keep every thing together. And everything that is happening is out of my control but I feel like it is my fault. But people are just quiting and people are just not fast enough because that is who they are. But I just care so much. Because this is my life. This is what I have to care about. And this passion will either be a strength or my downfall in life. i also have not been hugged in about four days.not being hugged is one of the loneliest feelings. I just need someone to hold on to me and to tell me that it will be okay and that I should just let it go. On a night like tonight I wish I wasn't alone