Drugs Are Good We Want Some

[waitedandwasted]

I just got off the phone with Mercy and Shawn. I guess during the little time that I had waited for Shawn to call me back he drank some Jose Cuervo and is completely ennibriated right now. Its funny how in a matter of minutes someone can be completely sober and the next be completely drunk making an ass of himself. Its weird if this was my last relationship I would have been pretty pissed. And I dont know why. But now I just think hes a nerd and just find it annoying that he calls me drunk acting like an idiot. But the thing is I am not mad. This is a good thing though. Like I said before I would have been infuriated, and for no particular reason at all. I hung up with them because I guess they are going bacl to his plcae to pick up some illegal narcotics. I mean dont get me wrong I was a little irritated at first that he would call me acting like a drunken fool but figured that he knows what he is doing and that he is responsible. I guess people change and I know I have. I think I am handling this relationship very well. I know I wouldnt want him to get angry with me if I was drunk. Although I have to say I am not one to call people while I am partying. When he called I was actually just about to fall asleep. Oh well, I just wish I didnt like him as much as I do. I am starting to care for him and we all know how much trouble that can be. I just like being caught up in myself and worrying about what I want and need, not what others want and need. I know how selfish that sounds but hey I am not going to lie, I am a very selfish person. Its all gravy though, I think I give enough too, sometimes. hahahaha. I should be getting some sleep right now, I gots to wake up at 8am in order to get my lazy ass to work tomorrow. I am actually getting some hours so I need to get my sleep. I think when I get to work though I am going to have to call Shawn pretty early so I can wake him up and catch him hung over. I think that would be pretty funny. What do you think?

Random Thought: Nate sent me some naked pictures of him. Well almost naked. There was only a sock. :)