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my mom just called me and told me that my poppy past away. i knew it was comming, but it still shocks me. i have no grandparents on my mothers side anymore. the only one left is my grandma on my dads side. i feel like everything is changing so rapidly and i cant handle it. i cried myself to sleep last night for no good reason. just because i felt like i had to cry but i had nothing to cry about. i hate that. i hate feeling weak. i need to be strong for my family right now. they need to be able to rely on me. i cant write anymore...