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im not sure i really get it, really understand it. maybe its just me. are words meant to bring such fear? or is it simply the preconcieved notions inside my head. im not such a deep person, or maybe i am and i just coat it with optimism and laughter. i like to pretend that i know what i want, but im quite positive im still striving to figure it out. most dont know all the thoughts inside this cluttered mind, they are hard to read. the last thing i want to do is play the fool in my own life. what will i do when all the options run out. when it all is finally gone and caught up with me. running through life makes it hard to see all you want to see.