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the air is starting to get cold. it fills my lungs and seems to freeze my whole body. the constants i thought would never change have begun to faulter...and all because of technicalities. it hurts more than i ever thought it could. it seems so one sided. like a lost a piece of who i was here. things are different now, and they will never be the same. moments in time that i wish i could freeze frame have turned into nothing. my walls were broken down. they knew more about me than most people and now i feel like all of my efforts are in vain. it is frustrating to think that they dont care about our friendship. why dont they care? i do...im drained.