if you don't want my heart right now, at least give it back.
Don't worry, I won't be texting you random things anymore, I won't ask to hang out. I'm done, tired, and confused. You haven't helped the situation one bit, in fact you've made it worse. You make things seem as if they mean something when they really don't. I can't keep being the toy you pick up and play with when you're bored.
We broke up, you said you still wanted to be friends but little did I know that you meant friends with benefits. That's what hurt me and what is hurting me. I shouldn't of went along with it, specially since I had feelings for you more than just physical.. you obviously didn't since you broke up with me, which told me i wasn't good enough, i was a horrible girlfriend, i couldn't be trusted.. wasn't that right?
Now it's been over a year since we've been broken up, it's been over a year since we've been doing this friends with benefits.. it's been almost three years since we first started talking.. & I'm getting the feeling it'll be the last year too.
All my friends see that I'm hurting, that I'm scared of losing something that I don't even have and they can't seem to understand why... I'm not even sure if I know why anymore, but I am.. They hate that I'm hurting over you, they hate that I cry and that I put myself down because the harsh words you've ever said to me linger in my head constantly..
I've always said I would never be in this situation, I'd never be this girl. But thank you for proving me wrong and I hope I can say goodbye too.
Don't remember me when I can finally forget you.
We broke up, you said you still wanted to be friends but little did I know that you meant friends with benefits. That's what hurt me and what is hurting me. I shouldn't of went along with it, specially since I had feelings for you more than just physical.. you obviously didn't since you broke up with me, which told me i wasn't good enough, i was a horrible girlfriend, i couldn't be trusted.. wasn't that right?
Now it's been over a year since we've been broken up, it's been over a year since we've been doing this friends with benefits.. it's been almost three years since we first started talking.. & I'm getting the feeling it'll be the last year too.
All my friends see that I'm hurting, that I'm scared of losing something that I don't even have and they can't seem to understand why... I'm not even sure if I know why anymore, but I am.. They hate that I'm hurting over you, they hate that I cry and that I put myself down because the harsh words you've ever said to me linger in my head constantly..
I've always said I would never be in this situation, I'd never be this girl. But thank you for proving me wrong and I hope I can say goodbye too.
Don't remember me when I can finally forget you.