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[wait_it_out]

This journal is dieing.
So is everything that was.
Except for five very special people in my life right now.

I haven't done much lately.
Just school work.
I figure I'll have a really layed back summer going on straight A's for junior year.
You know, the year that 'counts'.

I fell in love.
I'm still in love.
But it's different.
I'm leaning towards more of a "parachute" love than a "fireworks" romance.
Metaphors.

School is great.
I think this all happened for a reason.
I already said that.

Dan Melanson randomley appologized to me, finally admitting that IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII was the victim.
I cried for four hours straight.

My ex-boyfriend and his brother murdered somebody.
I've been tripping over that for the last 2 days.

Me and Taylor Kirkwood are amazingly good friends now.
....That came from HIS mouth.
"We're amazingly good friends now".
-T.Kirks.

I sit with him at every lunch we have together.

Me and Lauren miss eachother like crazy.
Me and Josh are cool.

I'm sedated right now.
Extremely.
I'm really happy, I'm just too relaxed to show it, even in typing.

I've discovered a way to not care how shady anybody is.

I've been drowning myself in piano (keyboard) lately.
In case you didn't know, it's the second instrument I've picked up in my life.
Singing being the first.

I organized all my music files into something like 50 folders.

My grandmother wants me to wait until a little bit more of the snow is gone to go take my drivers' test.
We fought about it.

I'm hungry, and I have to dry my hair.

I want to go shopping.

I call my computer 'baby' and put her to sleep at night.
It's ridiculous, but it makes me feel very motherly.

I'm going to sleep early tonight.

end.