caring...
do you think it is ever possible to care too much about something that isnt "real"?... even if you know you can never obtain it it still means so much to you?... well... anyhow... i dont know what im getting at exactly, but i like caring about things and people and stuff... but sometimes it makes me want to scream... i feel like i put too much effort and emotion into certain things that arent truly necessary and it turns around to remind me just how unnecessary it was all along.
Im not really mad about anything too specific... just contemplating what i should put my heart into... yeah... that'll take some thinking...
In more recent news... i talked on the phone all night...
It was nice... haha... got later than i had expected... but that was cool cause i couldnt sleep even when i tried...
And now i am in school... working on a project about police corruption and stuff... i need five topics, i have four: Police brutality, Racial profiling, Sexual harrassment, Contraband...
if anyone has a fifth idea... i could really use it...
thanks guys
<3
Im not really mad about anything too specific... just contemplating what i should put my heart into... yeah... that'll take some thinking...
In more recent news... i talked on the phone all night...
It was nice... haha... got later than i had expected... but that was cool cause i couldnt sleep even when i tried...
And now i am in school... working on a project about police corruption and stuff... i need five topics, i have four: Police brutality, Racial profiling, Sexual harrassment, Contraband...
if anyone has a fifth idea... i could really use it...
thanks guys
<3