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I dunno.. what happened...god I'm just so stupid..I let myself believe in something that I should known all along wasn't real. I feel so stupid. And now I sit here at 11:38 crying because I'm so frustrated and mad and full of so much negative energy.. god he did this to me. But I've been fine... I've been so over him and he's been so out of my mind I could talk about him without getting depressed. Now all of a sudden I feel so helpless and so worthless. My heart is breaking all over again and I don't know why. I hate crying over him.. he shouldn't be worth it. I feel so fucking stupid.