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wanna hear everything that sucks in my life right now!?
well first of all, i really DON'T understand quite how guys work. but anyways i know i have to trust God on this no matter how many times i have to tell myself this. the holidays are coming up and that seems to make everything better. i guess i just get upset because i think it's something i did. i'm doing my best to just be encouraging. this is weird typing this is in here, but i've liked him for 2 years. yep 2 years this january, haha it was actually new years eve, at don pablos. now that you know my life story, jk. i remember quite clearly. and i don't care if he reads this either, he knows, and he knows how i feel. so there. so yeah i feel like the biggest jerk ever. tell me who forgets their best friend's birthday?! yep go me. i feel so bad but she doesnt seem to care that i forgot but i do a lot, but anyways i think we should establish a hang-out-one-day-every-week policy. i dropped my cell and i wasn't working for a bit, but it's all better. my allergies suck big time right now, due to change in weather. but no, mostly life is good, i always feel bad when i think my life sucks so i'll say it doesn't and that i'm complaining;. tomorrow jimmy and the guys are coming down for most of the day, so i'm skipping half the day of school to come visit then i have an art show then i'm meeting them back in bradenton. lol fun stuff. christmas is coming up so fast and so is break so i'm excited about that and all. except our play. but hey my name is abi so that makes up for it i guess lol. and i hope none of you will hate me for saying this but lately i've been addicted to country music, it's so fun haha, especially out at the barn, wearing camo, yeeeessss. oh yeah and i
held a 5 day old baby yesterday it was such fun except he cried, but anyways it's been fun out at the barn because the people in the apartment at pretty sweet and i've become friends with this one guy because of the owner, she was like why don't you help him paint? haha i'm like ooookk? anyways so what else? uumm i don't know, i guess that's all but before i leave you here is a quote of the day
"do you loovie those loovies? you are the best loovie, so i loovie you" GT's on the couch
well first of all, i really DON'T understand quite how guys work. but anyways i know i have to trust God on this no matter how many times i have to tell myself this. the holidays are coming up and that seems to make everything better. i guess i just get upset because i think it's something i did. i'm doing my best to just be encouraging. this is weird typing this is in here, but i've liked him for 2 years. yep 2 years this january, haha it was actually new years eve, at don pablos. now that you know my life story, jk. i remember quite clearly. and i don't care if he reads this either, he knows, and he knows how i feel. so there. so yeah i feel like the biggest jerk ever. tell me who forgets their best friend's birthday?! yep go me. i feel so bad but she doesnt seem to care that i forgot but i do a lot, but anyways i think we should establish a hang-out-one-day-every-week policy. i dropped my cell and i wasn't working for a bit, but it's all better. my allergies suck big time right now, due to change in weather. but no, mostly life is good, i always feel bad when i think my life sucks so i'll say it doesn't and that i'm complaining;. tomorrow jimmy and the guys are coming down for most of the day, so i'm skipping half the day of school to come visit then i have an art show then i'm meeting them back in bradenton. lol fun stuff. christmas is coming up so fast and so is break so i'm excited about that and all. except our play. but hey my name is abi so that makes up for it i guess lol. and i hope none of you will hate me for saying this but lately i've been addicted to country music, it's so fun haha, especially out at the barn, wearing camo, yeeeessss. oh yeah and i
held a 5 day old baby yesterday it was such fun except he cried, but anyways it's been fun out at the barn because the people in the apartment at pretty sweet and i've become friends with this one guy because of the owner, she was like why don't you help him paint? haha i'm like ooookk? anyways so what else? uumm i don't know, i guess that's all but before i leave you here is a quote of the day
"do you loovie those loovies? you are the best loovie, so i loovie you" GT's on the couch