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it seems like everyone is being taken away from me.
first its ashleigh who gets taken away
then its ryan
and now its john.
everything just sucks.
i've never loved anyone like i love this kid. and now its being taken away. it feels like im being punished now. everything is just falling apart and my worst fear is happening and i really dont want to be alone because i can see all of my relationships with my friends slipping from me and its scaring me to death.
first its ashleigh who gets taken away
then its ryan
and now its john.
everything just sucks.
i've never loved anyone like i love this kid. and now its being taken away. it feels like im being punished now. everything is just falling apart and my worst fear is happening and i really dont want to be alone because i can see all of my relationships with my friends slipping from me and its scaring me to death.