Im sorry but it had to be done
I often wonder if it would have been better of if my team sucked, i hated everyone and i was glad to leave... it would make life soo much easier... but now
I fucking love my 17, i dont want to leave them... but now there is going to be 4 more new people in our place... someone else is going to be wearing my number next year... 21 is mine... i dont want to let it go... they better be good... i dont want people from other teams being like, u remember that 21... and this new kid shows up in my jersey and blows...
i duno, its not that... its all of these people i have grown to love...
Tara- you are a crazy mother fudger... i dont think this year would have been the same without you... you fight for every ball and i think it will be the thing to see when some frosh takes on senior taras will to leave everything on the field. I think it is awesome how you are always so positive, and im gonna miss you.
boo- your something else. Im glad i got to know you this year. i think you have so much skill that is there to waiste. Just be confident with yourseld, dont get pushed around, and dont let yourself get down about simple things. I used to do the same thing... you just need to see the positives in everything. Keep plugging away and you will go so far.
kaity- quacks... my true love haha... im sooo glad we got to be friends this year.. it is amazing, i think you are the kind of person that everyone needs to have around. You have such an amazing personality, and im so glad that you where here for me so many times. I think that you are going to be such a player next year, and you need to keep working as hard. if not harder than you did this year. It will be something to watch, you will take every team by surprise, dont doubt that for any minuite...
kailah- faster than a speeding bullet... or close to it! I dont know where we would be without that left foot... i think you need to work with some people on that so when your gone, we wont be completely feeble going down the weak side! Have confidence kiddo, i know that this isnt your sport but your still prety damn good at it!
cate- I am really glad that i got to know you better this year. I know we have our diferences,but im really glad that we could work through them. You have really developed as a player, and you are going to be such a leader next year. Even more than you where this year. I think that your skills ghave gotten so much better, and you have really stepped it up this year in the defence when we where down. we couldnt have gotten as far without you!
erica- Your just amazing... i think that you are one of the stoutest players i have seen... you always have such solid games and you step it up when you need to step it up. you have such an influence on the flow of the game and i hope you see that! people will, and im sure they already do, look up to you as a leader on the field. You have improved so much, keep working on it and i know that you are going to take this team far!
kelly- you are something else... K STYLLLEEE!! haha... i think the more you fight the better you get. I have seen such a diference since your frosh year in your play, and it is so great. I hope you keep working at it because once your a big bad senior, you are going to have a huuuge impact on the offence of the team. You cary the ball so strong and i think it is going to take a freight train to take you out of the game soon enough.
molly- Im really happy i got to know you more this year. You were such an asset to this team. I think that once you full grasp on the game :p you will be unstopable!! you really changed the offence this year, and i think we would have struggled without you up top for us. thank you!
nicole- Your so calm on the ball and you are going to be such a force in your years to come... Dover will be looking for players that can change the game and i think that you are one of thoes people. Your such a heads up player and people are going to see that and look to you to be an influence in the game. Keep working hard and soon enough your time will come.
izzy- i think you are the strongest person on the field for so many reasons... We really missed you the last few games. You are such a constantly good player, and i love the fact that we can always count on you in the back. Next year is your year to shine kiddo... keep playing hard, staying strong, and being you...
allie- You are perfect... haha... I dont think i have ever seen you have a bad game, get mad at anyone (minus all the times you told me you hated me) or complain. I think you have so much to offer to this team and you are going to be missed by dover when your gone. I have neve played with anyone with as much control over the ball as you do, and it is such a cool thing to see. Keep playing big kiddo, you have such an effect on the game, and its all good.
Jackie- Dube... your just awesome... i think i can always count on you out back, and you are going to be so powerful in the back. It seems like your in the right place at the right time... you know the game sowell and it helps so much. I dont think i ever see you get frustrated on the field. you just keep playing your game. I also think that is is just amazing how level headed you are, your never in the drama, blaming people for anything, or starting trouble... your going to be something to watch out for in the years to come...
Meghan- You know exactly what to do.. just keep playing hard. I know this year was difficult for you this year, but i think it is so great that you kept your head held high and knew just what your role was without whining about it... keep being you!
Steph- i think that im gonna miss having you to back me up in the defence. It will be weird without you... i think you need to skip a grade and come with me wherever im going... just because. Its been a fun run kid, so many good memories, some strange, some tough, some amazing... thank you for being there to share them with me. Your going to be the big fish next year... your going to be the influence of how the team plays.. so keep strong, and work on that whole carding thing... the team needs you!
and my seniors
Anna... you are incredable... i cant tell you how many times you stepped it up for us this year, and im sorry for the times we let you down. I really see so much of a person in you, whatever team your on, whoever your with you make a diference... have confidence in yourself and what you do!! you are great at soccer, and dont let yourself get down. People look to you anna, take that and use it.. you will go so far!
amy... see ya around
Stephie... wow.. thank god this is all over right? not really... steph i dont know how we could have done anything without you... i really do think that you where the glue, the backbone, the streingth to our team. Your such an amazing person! you are definately someone dover is going to miss in the many years to come... and i am going to miss too! only 3 short more quarters untill we are going to be sitting at our graduation, listening to someone talk about life lessions... when we boooth know that you could say things SO much better than any speeker at dover high school! i dont know what im going to do without you next year to guide me.. its going to be tough...
I know that not many people will see that, and that doent really matter, i just felt like some stuff needed to be said....
DHS GVS 04s final oorah for the oh fives tonight...... :(
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Well it all said and done... i managed to hold in all emotions until last night... reading my scrapbook i just sat in my room and cried...
Funny...
The one thing i really looked foward to getting out of 4 years of playing soccer at dhs, is the one thing that i would give the world to give back...
i want all of it back
i miss my 17 :(
I fucking love my 17, i dont want to leave them... but now there is going to be 4 more new people in our place... someone else is going to be wearing my number next year... 21 is mine... i dont want to let it go... they better be good... i dont want people from other teams being like, u remember that 21... and this new kid shows up in my jersey and blows...
i duno, its not that... its all of these people i have grown to love...
Tara- you are a crazy mother fudger... i dont think this year would have been the same without you... you fight for every ball and i think it will be the thing to see when some frosh takes on senior taras will to leave everything on the field. I think it is awesome how you are always so positive, and im gonna miss you.
boo- your something else. Im glad i got to know you this year. i think you have so much skill that is there to waiste. Just be confident with yourseld, dont get pushed around, and dont let yourself get down about simple things. I used to do the same thing... you just need to see the positives in everything. Keep plugging away and you will go so far.
kaity- quacks... my true love haha... im sooo glad we got to be friends this year.. it is amazing, i think you are the kind of person that everyone needs to have around. You have such an amazing personality, and im so glad that you where here for me so many times. I think that you are going to be such a player next year, and you need to keep working as hard. if not harder than you did this year. It will be something to watch, you will take every team by surprise, dont doubt that for any minuite...
kailah- faster than a speeding bullet... or close to it! I dont know where we would be without that left foot... i think you need to work with some people on that so when your gone, we wont be completely feeble going down the weak side! Have confidence kiddo, i know that this isnt your sport but your still prety damn good at it!
cate- I am really glad that i got to know you better this year. I know we have our diferences,but im really glad that we could work through them. You have really developed as a player, and you are going to be such a leader next year. Even more than you where this year. I think that your skills ghave gotten so much better, and you have really stepped it up this year in the defence when we where down. we couldnt have gotten as far without you!
erica- Your just amazing... i think that you are one of the stoutest players i have seen... you always have such solid games and you step it up when you need to step it up. you have such an influence on the flow of the game and i hope you see that! people will, and im sure they already do, look up to you as a leader on the field. You have improved so much, keep working on it and i know that you are going to take this team far!
kelly- you are something else... K STYLLLEEE!! haha... i think the more you fight the better you get. I have seen such a diference since your frosh year in your play, and it is so great. I hope you keep working at it because once your a big bad senior, you are going to have a huuuge impact on the offence of the team. You cary the ball so strong and i think it is going to take a freight train to take you out of the game soon enough.
molly- Im really happy i got to know you more this year. You were such an asset to this team. I think that once you full grasp on the game :p you will be unstopable!! you really changed the offence this year, and i think we would have struggled without you up top for us. thank you!
nicole- Your so calm on the ball and you are going to be such a force in your years to come... Dover will be looking for players that can change the game and i think that you are one of thoes people. Your such a heads up player and people are going to see that and look to you to be an influence in the game. Keep working hard and soon enough your time will come.
izzy- i think you are the strongest person on the field for so many reasons... We really missed you the last few games. You are such a constantly good player, and i love the fact that we can always count on you in the back. Next year is your year to shine kiddo... keep playing hard, staying strong, and being you...
allie- You are perfect... haha... I dont think i have ever seen you have a bad game, get mad at anyone (minus all the times you told me you hated me) or complain. I think you have so much to offer to this team and you are going to be missed by dover when your gone. I have neve played with anyone with as much control over the ball as you do, and it is such a cool thing to see. Keep playing big kiddo, you have such an effect on the game, and its all good.
Jackie- Dube... your just awesome... i think i can always count on you out back, and you are going to be so powerful in the back. It seems like your in the right place at the right time... you know the game sowell and it helps so much. I dont think i ever see you get frustrated on the field. you just keep playing your game. I also think that is is just amazing how level headed you are, your never in the drama, blaming people for anything, or starting trouble... your going to be something to watch out for in the years to come...
Meghan- You know exactly what to do.. just keep playing hard. I know this year was difficult for you this year, but i think it is so great that you kept your head held high and knew just what your role was without whining about it... keep being you!
Steph- i think that im gonna miss having you to back me up in the defence. It will be weird without you... i think you need to skip a grade and come with me wherever im going... just because. Its been a fun run kid, so many good memories, some strange, some tough, some amazing... thank you for being there to share them with me. Your going to be the big fish next year... your going to be the influence of how the team plays.. so keep strong, and work on that whole carding thing... the team needs you!
and my seniors
Anna... you are incredable... i cant tell you how many times you stepped it up for us this year, and im sorry for the times we let you down. I really see so much of a person in you, whatever team your on, whoever your with you make a diference... have confidence in yourself and what you do!! you are great at soccer, and dont let yourself get down. People look to you anna, take that and use it.. you will go so far!
amy... see ya around
Stephie... wow.. thank god this is all over right? not really... steph i dont know how we could have done anything without you... i really do think that you where the glue, the backbone, the streingth to our team. Your such an amazing person! you are definately someone dover is going to miss in the many years to come... and i am going to miss too! only 3 short more quarters untill we are going to be sitting at our graduation, listening to someone talk about life lessions... when we boooth know that you could say things SO much better than any speeker at dover high school! i dont know what im going to do without you next year to guide me.. its going to be tough...
I know that not many people will see that, and that doent really matter, i just felt like some stuff needed to be said....
DHS GVS 04s final oorah for the oh fives tonight...... :(
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Well it all said and done... i managed to hold in all emotions until last night... reading my scrapbook i just sat in my room and cried...
Funny...
The one thing i really looked foward to getting out of 4 years of playing soccer at dhs, is the one thing that i would give the world to give back...
i want all of it back
i miss my 17 :(