Decisions
Well as everyone said things will get better and they are certainly right!!! Bruce and I are now best friends again and it seems like this brought us closer together, so I guess some good actually did come out of this!! But now comes the situation of Jackie I really just don't know what to do, I like her but I don't know what to do because she fucked up once, and everyone is alwayz telling me that she lies to me all the time and that shes just playing games! But it's hard to know what to do when you have no one else and know you never will..............So people are tellign me I can do better, but they are wrong...very.very.very. wrong! Because I can't do better. But at least now I have the positive influence of Bruce as my friend again who helps me get through everything and I'm glad things turned out okay. I know i can trust him and that he would never hurt me like that again....