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It's raining.
I love rain. It inspires me to do interesting things like read. Yes, I find reading interesting, so shoot me. I was thinking about writing in this all day for some reason. I have things to say I suppose... I don't know if I can say all of it in one entry.
1. Everyone should read "The Perks of Being a Wallflower," by stephen chbosky. It is a little...how can I put this... mature, so I warned you. It covers alot of issues that teenagers encounter. The format of the book is a little foreign but its still a good book.
2. If you hear that I'm going out with Ian or that I am going to go out with him, I just want to tell you it's total BULLSHIT.
IM NOT GOING OUT WITH IAN, AND I DONT PLAN ON IT ANYTIME SOON!!!!
3. Lately I've been writing a lot more and I find it much more fun than watching television. It's better for my mental health too, television only distorts the way you see life. DONT WATCH IT, IT WILL ONLY MELT YOUR MIND!!!
4. Music is the most important thing in my life right now. I'm sorry if I have offended anyone by listening to music while talking to them. I think my headphones are glued to my head...HOLY SHIT I JUST REMEMBERED I FORGOT MY MP3 CHARGER AT MY GRANDMOTHER's HOUSE. FUCK.
5. If you don't already know, I am going to a therapist next Wensday and I'm excited. I have no idea why I'm so excited, maybe it's because I can finally let things out. No one knows what I've been through (which, in perspective, is a decent amount for a thirteen year old). I can finally tell someone what I'm truely feeling... I wont tell her everything... but more then I tell most.
6. Today I had the most fun I've had in a while just spinning in a chair. It's funny really... what amuses me. I thought I was going to throw up, which I was ok with because I would get to miss school. But I didn't throw up... but I sure felt like I was going to. Then I did it again and it was even more fun. Then I went out and walked in the rain while I screamed lyrics to My Chemical Romance songs. My neighbors think I'm crazy because I talk to my dog when I walk her. It's hilarious how stuck up they are... it's not like any of them are even that rich. 'OOO LOOK AT ME IM UPPER MIDDLE CLASS. LOOK AT THAT STUPID LOW CLASS GIRL TALKING TO HER DOG... WHAT A INBRED.' I just know that's what they're thinking, I can tell.
7. Im becoming quickly obsessed with death. I've had the strongest urg to go to a cemetary lately, freaky I know. It could be the heavy rotation of my chemical romance songs that I listen to all the time or maybe I'm just wierd. Death is just so intruiging. I was reading a book where a girl commited suicide and I was thinking people who commit suicide are very interesting. That makes me sound like a creep but I can't help but wonder about people like that. Supposedly, if you commit suicide you go to hell, but I don't beleive that, but thats just me.
8. My fingers look like they have craters in them. Its so cool.
9. This Entry Is Long So I'm going to end it!
I love rain. It inspires me to do interesting things like read. Yes, I find reading interesting, so shoot me. I was thinking about writing in this all day for some reason. I have things to say I suppose... I don't know if I can say all of it in one entry.
1. Everyone should read "The Perks of Being a Wallflower," by stephen chbosky. It is a little...how can I put this... mature, so I warned you. It covers alot of issues that teenagers encounter. The format of the book is a little foreign but its still a good book.
2. If you hear that I'm going out with Ian or that I am going to go out with him, I just want to tell you it's total BULLSHIT.
IM NOT GOING OUT WITH IAN, AND I DONT PLAN ON IT ANYTIME SOON!!!!
3. Lately I've been writing a lot more and I find it much more fun than watching television. It's better for my mental health too, television only distorts the way you see life. DONT WATCH IT, IT WILL ONLY MELT YOUR MIND!!!
4. Music is the most important thing in my life right now. I'm sorry if I have offended anyone by listening to music while talking to them. I think my headphones are glued to my head...HOLY SHIT I JUST REMEMBERED I FORGOT MY MP3 CHARGER AT MY GRANDMOTHER's HOUSE. FUCK.
5. If you don't already know, I am going to a therapist next Wensday and I'm excited. I have no idea why I'm so excited, maybe it's because I can finally let things out. No one knows what I've been through (which, in perspective, is a decent amount for a thirteen year old). I can finally tell someone what I'm truely feeling... I wont tell her everything... but more then I tell most.
6. Today I had the most fun I've had in a while just spinning in a chair. It's funny really... what amuses me. I thought I was going to throw up, which I was ok with because I would get to miss school. But I didn't throw up... but I sure felt like I was going to. Then I did it again and it was even more fun. Then I went out and walked in the rain while I screamed lyrics to My Chemical Romance songs. My neighbors think I'm crazy because I talk to my dog when I walk her. It's hilarious how stuck up they are... it's not like any of them are even that rich. 'OOO LOOK AT ME IM UPPER MIDDLE CLASS. LOOK AT THAT STUPID LOW CLASS GIRL TALKING TO HER DOG... WHAT A INBRED.' I just know that's what they're thinking, I can tell.
7. Im becoming quickly obsessed with death. I've had the strongest urg to go to a cemetary lately, freaky I know. It could be the heavy rotation of my chemical romance songs that I listen to all the time or maybe I'm just wierd. Death is just so intruiging. I was reading a book where a girl commited suicide and I was thinking people who commit suicide are very interesting. That makes me sound like a creep but I can't help but wonder about people like that. Supposedly, if you commit suicide you go to hell, but I don't beleive that, but thats just me.
8. My fingers look like they have craters in them. Its so cool.
9. This Entry Is Long So I'm going to end it!