My day
Okay so I definately did one of these already, but I'm just so excited about this thing that I'm gonna do another one. Okay so the day was pretty alright, I did have a test in sociology. My professor is pretty cool and she makes class time go by faster. But I studied the study guide and I kinda didn't read so I was screwed on a few questions. Pretty much can guarentee a C, but I could've done better. I had philosophy with Mike today, turns out we both don't know what the hell is going on. If someone can explain to me ethical realism that would be just great cause God knows im completely lost in that class. Anyway so I was sort of reading fanfiction during that time, kinda explains why I don't know what's going on. So after class we're suppose to eat lunch at the UC (university center), but Mike calls and says they're going to go eat on 8th avenue. Thats the road with all the fast food places, I told him i didn't want to spend money. But fricken A I was hella hungry so I ended up eating a Ham and cheese pizza pocket. Then lo and behold I was hungry tonight so I ordered pizza and I ate 5 slices. I haven't ever eaten that must pizza like ever. Okay back to my day at school. So I have astronomy with (I need to make up names for my friends) okay so Ben and little Brian and I swear I knew Ben longer, but its like he's way more friendly to little Brian and that just pisses me off. Okay so I have been going to school with Mike, Paul, Ben, big Brian, Sheryl, and Courtney for over a year and then little Brian and Caleb come in and I always get left out of things. Its like I try so hard to become a part of that "group" and these 2 just come in and are all buddy buddy. Okay so I know that's kinda selfish, but I can't help the way I feel. I have always wanted to be part of my group of friends, but I always feel like I'm on the outside looking in. It sucks ass let me tell you espescially when I'm behind people who have just moved here. I mean yea I don't hang out that often, but is it cause they don't like me or am I too fat or what. I swear thats what I have been thinking lately. Honestly I know I'm overweight, and I have always been that way, and I only add to it by not working out and stuff and I say I want to change, but I do nothing about it, maybe that's it. Okay this conversation has gone way away from what I wanted, we'll talk about my life in another entry. I'm honestly a happy person, but I just wonder sometimes if I was skinny would I be happier. Food for thought I guess.