I'm optimistic
I'm optimistic :)
ok, so for a week or so I've been stuck eating too much (again!) but all of a sudden, it's like my mind has cleared.
I have a goal now, and I'm gunna try so hard to stick to it!
ok, we're off school atm so tomorrow I can have low-cal brekkie and lunch without questioning :)
I might allow myself a pancake or two though, seen as it is only one day a year.
Anywho, Wednesday I'm going on a choir course, which means no parental guidance til Sunday. yey!
I can eat as little as I wish :)
My best friend will be there, but we'vve both been on the brink of eating disorders for ages, so I know she won't try and make me eat, and even if she asks she'll understand <3
Anyway, hope anyone reading this is feeling good :)
love,
ella x
ok, so for a week or so I've been stuck eating too much (again!) but all of a sudden, it's like my mind has cleared.
I have a goal now, and I'm gunna try so hard to stick to it!
ok, we're off school atm so tomorrow I can have low-cal brekkie and lunch without questioning :)
I might allow myself a pancake or two though, seen as it is only one day a year.
Anywho, Wednesday I'm going on a choir course, which means no parental guidance til Sunday. yey!
I can eat as little as I wish :)
My best friend will be there, but we'vve both been on the brink of eating disorders for ages, so I know she won't try and make me eat, and even if she asks she'll understand <3
Anyway, hope anyone reading this is feeling good :)
love,
ella x