usye
so, havnet written in like a week. i've been so busy, i turned sixteen last tuesday! it was a really good birthday. thanks to everyone who made it awesome. the party i had friday was fun too, it was defenitly one of the better birthday's i've had in quite a few years.
brian came over tuesday and ended up staying the night because the roads were horrible. haha interesting, i didn't think that'd happen for quite sometime, but oh well i'm not complaining.
ali came over last night to do her French project, well kind of, we ended up going in the hottub for most of the time and just talked about like everything. her project did get finished though! ali is such a good friend, i'm so lucky that i met her this year, she seriously can just make everything better in like 5 minutes. i'm so happy we're friends this year, i'd be dieing without her!
OKAY so i got my USYE video today. holy shit, it was so amazing to be able to see everytihng again, of course not in real life, but like i felt like everything was right again, liek i'd turn off the movie and everyone would be waiting oustide to see me or something.
i really thought i would start crying when i first put it in, but then as i watched it i was just extremely happy, until the end. the end credits started to roll and they played this song that was like "it's so hard to say goodbye" and then they had a scroll of all the names of hte people that went on the trip. i completely lost it, like crying so much. i felt like i had just seen all of these people and then they got taken away from me again. i havent had this feeling since i left the airport. i hate it, i'm so happy for all the memories we had, but i can't believe that i'll never have these people all in my life again. that trip changed me as a person forever, i'm forever greatful to the experience and the people that i experienced everything with. i can never repay you guys, i love and miss you all, and thank you.
brian came over tuesday and ended up staying the night because the roads were horrible. haha interesting, i didn't think that'd happen for quite sometime, but oh well i'm not complaining.
ali came over last night to do her French project, well kind of, we ended up going in the hottub for most of the time and just talked about like everything. her project did get finished though! ali is such a good friend, i'm so lucky that i met her this year, she seriously can just make everything better in like 5 minutes. i'm so happy we're friends this year, i'd be dieing without her!
OKAY so i got my USYE video today. holy shit, it was so amazing to be able to see everytihng again, of course not in real life, but like i felt like everything was right again, liek i'd turn off the movie and everyone would be waiting oustide to see me or something.
i really thought i would start crying when i first put it in, but then as i watched it i was just extremely happy, until the end. the end credits started to roll and they played this song that was like "it's so hard to say goodbye" and then they had a scroll of all the names of hte people that went on the trip. i completely lost it, like crying so much. i felt like i had just seen all of these people and then they got taken away from me again. i havent had this feeling since i left the airport. i hate it, i'm so happy for all the memories we had, but i can't believe that i'll never have these people all in my life again. that trip changed me as a person forever, i'm forever greatful to the experience and the people that i experienced everything with. i can never repay you guys, i love and miss you all, and thank you.