zanzabar
so. tuesday blahhh. i've had so much energy, i dont know where it's coming from, defenitly not from the plentiful supply of sleep, but i'm not complaining
i dont like to resent people, but right now i resent someone that's the most important person in the world to me, and it's for a pathetic reason.. well not really pathetic, but pety almost. i dont konw, this person is like why i am who i am, but i all these weird perception issues that i hate about myself, and i get them from this person. i wish i could just see things how they really are, and i wish i could just be normal about osmething that is so basic that it should be normal. but then at the same time, i dont want to be normal about it, i want to be strong and not have to do what everyone else does. this probably doesnt make sense, i don't really want to say what i'm talking about i just needed to get all of this out somehow. i hope i can just get over this, and just take care of myself. i'm being stupid, but i like being able to be this way.. i don't know, too much to say
bob dylan on thursday!
i dont like to resent people, but right now i resent someone that's the most important person in the world to me, and it's for a pathetic reason.. well not really pathetic, but pety almost. i dont konw, this person is like why i am who i am, but i all these weird perception issues that i hate about myself, and i get them from this person. i wish i could just see things how they really are, and i wish i could just be normal about osmething that is so basic that it should be normal. but then at the same time, i dont want to be normal about it, i want to be strong and not have to do what everyone else does. this probably doesnt make sense, i don't really want to say what i'm talking about i just needed to get all of this out somehow. i hope i can just get over this, and just take care of myself. i'm being stupid, but i like being able to be this way.. i don't know, too much to say
bob dylan on thursday!