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i want to go to california badly i dont want to wait til the end of july i want to go soon eric my ex wants me to come to california for a weekend he would pay for my airfair (i think)which is cheap so it wouldnt cost me alot and he'd take me to seaworld or disneyland and the beach i love the beach and take me shopping cool eh because he's going through crapp right now and he told me all the stuff on msn and he hasnt got anyone who understands the stuff as much as i do cause ive been thru it and he needs a friend right now and i think if i go to california and be a friend and stuff he'll feel better and not be depressed or do something stupid which he might regret.but mom and dad might not like the idea of me going but i know erics dad and he likes me and his family is ok with me staying with them its his little sis and brother and just him so i'd sleep on the couch or in the guest room i know all the past stuff but you need to forgive and ive forgiven and made ammence sides he has cash to pay so hey who could pass up an offer like that the piont is i'll be in california again not in the heat i really want to be there badly but mom and dad will be like NO!!!!!......... of course yah it sucks poor eric im going to be letting him down