we're done done done with all the fuck fuck fuckin' around...
I GOT IN!!!! august 22 i will be flying to antigua, guatemala to study genocide for three weeks. and i may possibly stay a night with an indigenous family in the hills of n-eastern guatemala. words cannot describe how incredibly excited i am to have this opportunity...anyone want to spend a couple weeks with me in cuba from september 15 to say september 31??? you know you want to smoke some cubans with fidel...
i now dedicate spring quarter to studying for monday trivia night at finns. i claim the astronomy and baseball categories. this is just one more thing to keep me distracted...i am relying on shawn to motivate me next quarter in LSJ 363...
it sucks to come to the realization that someone you thought was becoming a good friend may not be...i don't put my time and effort into things that i feel won't last...but maybe that's exactly what i did. it's hard to watch someone who you aren't too fond of take your place in a way...and you don't even get a courtesy invite to see a band play somewhere when this certain person knows that music is your therapy/life...i am so glad i paid attention to my brain and not what i was feeling and decided to cut it off...i see the situation much differently now...i deserve way more than that...and i am over that now but feel in some ways used...and now i get to spend a weekend with him...ahhh this is gonna be interesting...
gah i think i have ADD and spend too much time thinking about the future and what i want to do...rather than focusing on what i have in front of me...gah it's already 3pm and i am still in pajamas...so unproductive...
march madness begins
i now dedicate spring quarter to studying for monday trivia night at finns. i claim the astronomy and baseball categories. this is just one more thing to keep me distracted...i am relying on shawn to motivate me next quarter in LSJ 363...
it sucks to come to the realization that someone you thought was becoming a good friend may not be...i don't put my time and effort into things that i feel won't last...but maybe that's exactly what i did. it's hard to watch someone who you aren't too fond of take your place in a way...and you don't even get a courtesy invite to see a band play somewhere when this certain person knows that music is your therapy/life...i am so glad i paid attention to my brain and not what i was feeling and decided to cut it off...i see the situation much differently now...i deserve way more than that...and i am over that now but feel in some ways used...and now i get to spend a weekend with him...ahhh this is gonna be interesting...
gah i think i have ADD and spend too much time thinking about the future and what i want to do...rather than focusing on what i have in front of me...gah it's already 3pm and i am still in pajamas...so unproductive...
march madness begins