Sep 11, 2005 00:07
So I got some good news! By the time I go to sleep in a few hours I'll be able to call Dave and sooner than later HEAD BACK TO KNOXVILLE! I feel like I've been out here, a pissed of satellite in shitville, and tomorrow I get to visit home for a while.
I'm not close to my family. I'm just not. Not my brother (yes Dave I have a brother), not my Mom or Dad, not my sister. Speaking of Mandy the wedding pics will be on the web on Monday. Yes, of course I'll post the link. Psh, then all you can see how it looks like I have on a toupee. No shit. My hair on the day of the wedding was so fucked.
"Alone is when he finally feels like a person"
So when I wake up... I can call Dave and see when it's cool to roll on. I can't wait to be back in Ktown. Sevierville just doesn't feel like home. Mom and Dad are selling the house that I grew up in soon. Fuck it. Good riddance. I'd rather they just burnt it to the ground. My childhoos was okay until my teens and after that not worth mentioning.
I CAN'T WAIT TO BE IN KNOXVILLE!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO BE IN THE COMPANY OF FRIENDS! I feel like I've been in jail or something. I feel thirsty for human interaction. I feel starving to hear someone MY AGE talk. I wanna converse with my friends so badly...
My friends are more family than family.
"I'm at a loss for words but I know a lot of words for loss
Got a whole lot of excuses to curse and stomp
Fuck you very much, and kiss me goodbye
Cause I'm leavin' on the next high"
Okay. Work is over. Knoxshows has been boring the last few days. I need something to help my mind. So I have half a bottle of gin here. Gin is hard shit man. Gin is hard to drink.
But not that hard.
;)
"the world is full of people who want nothing short of perfect
but they settle for less, blinded by the quest for purpose"
The more I drink the more I love Atmosphere. Whoa man they rock my shit.