My three and a half won't even happen

[waggleit]

So round two for me really liking a boy who is not ready and not over their ex. This time around he fucking lives with her and again I can't hate her because she is really cool. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I can't wait around for this shit.
I have the worst karma I swear to god.
gah I'm more upset about this than I thought I would be.