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today has been such a weird day. I got up late which I never do and made Erin late for work cause I was supposed to wake her up, I immediately started fighting about Myles when he got up, had to drive up to tahoe for a funeral service for hannah's mom who died, had to see Casey girl/Elliott/and Katherine (Dan's ex)...which was to say the least... hella hella awkward.
With Myles he's been fucking ridiculous..like lying all the time and mooching so bad. He keeps saying he'll make it all up when he gets paid, but how am I even to believe that? Also, he looks at gay porn on my computer...not cool. viruses say WHAT?!
Anyway I got out all that I needed to say to him and hopefully he got the point. gah. it just sucked to start out my day that way.
and then since I got up late I didn't have time to go into work before class so that sucks and I look like a flake. good thing the bookstore is such a chill job
As for the funeral service I guess you could say that it really made me appreciate my mom of course, but god I could never imagine what hannah is going through right now. it's just a crazy crazy concept.
with Casey girl...a little background: for her birthday I did everything for her...went up to tahoe to eat w/ her family which I did NOT want to do, gave her at least like 7 presents, threw a surprise party for her down at UNR...and generally made her feel special. I'm not trying to justify anything or make me seem like a great person, but really now comeon. On my birthday she texted me and that was it...I mean granted we aren't really friends anymore, but maybe she should have at least called me? anyway, so today she ends up giving me a present and a card at the service. In the card she apologized for treating me badly and told me what a great person I am and hoping that I could someday forgive her etc etc. rah rah. I don't even think I can begin to think about that yet. She fucked Melva and I over big time and I'm sure still hasn't changed.
I'll finish this tomorrow
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haha oh man today in CH class I looked like a total liberal crazy ass. We started talking about feminism/chivalry/rights/liberties etc. I got pretty fired up and I'm pretty sure everybody was like what. the. fuck. meh oh well.
bah. anyway things with kevin are going so well it's ridiculous. He's probably like the nicest guy ever. Tonight he surprised me and made me dinner cause I said I was gonna be hella tired after work and then took me hot tubing haha. I met all his roommates and his best friend Jordon. They are all SO nice a;sdklfj;awoielaksjf;wauelasdjf;owaie.laksjdfo;w. The thing that makes it hard is that I'm leaving at the end of july for a long ass time and I don't know...if we start something serious...I don't want to fuck it up while I'm away cause I KNOW I will. especially the roadtrip.
With Myles he's been fucking ridiculous..like lying all the time and mooching so bad. He keeps saying he'll make it all up when he gets paid, but how am I even to believe that? Also, he looks at gay porn on my computer...not cool. viruses say WHAT?!
Anyway I got out all that I needed to say to him and hopefully he got the point. gah. it just sucked to start out my day that way.
and then since I got up late I didn't have time to go into work before class so that sucks and I look like a flake. good thing the bookstore is such a chill job
As for the funeral service I guess you could say that it really made me appreciate my mom of course, but god I could never imagine what hannah is going through right now. it's just a crazy crazy concept.
with Casey girl...a little background: for her birthday I did everything for her...went up to tahoe to eat w/ her family which I did NOT want to do, gave her at least like 7 presents, threw a surprise party for her down at UNR...and generally made her feel special. I'm not trying to justify anything or make me seem like a great person, but really now comeon. On my birthday she texted me and that was it...I mean granted we aren't really friends anymore, but maybe she should have at least called me? anyway, so today she ends up giving me a present and a card at the service. In the card she apologized for treating me badly and told me what a great person I am and hoping that I could someday forgive her etc etc. rah rah. I don't even think I can begin to think about that yet. She fucked Melva and I over big time and I'm sure still hasn't changed.
I'll finish this tomorrow
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haha oh man today in CH class I looked like a total liberal crazy ass. We started talking about feminism/chivalry/rights/liberties etc. I got pretty fired up and I'm pretty sure everybody was like what. the. fuck. meh oh well.
bah. anyway things with kevin are going so well it's ridiculous. He's probably like the nicest guy ever. Tonight he surprised me and made me dinner cause I said I was gonna be hella tired after work and then took me hot tubing haha. I met all his roommates and his best friend Jordon. They are all SO nice a;sdklfj;awoielaksjf;wauelasdjf;owaie.laksjdfo;w. The thing that makes it hard is that I'm leaving at the end of july for a long ass time and I don't know...if we start something serious...I don't want to fuck it up while I'm away cause I KNOW I will. especially the roadtrip.