expect this to be vague...

[waggleit]

hah! I was reflecting the other day how hard I tried. I took it and took it to Tahoe and back. I put it on inside the plane and tried so hard to sleep, but couldn't stand the smell. I didn't want have it  on me all day and be reminded of what I had gotten myself into. WHAT THE FUCK. basically. I tried so so hard to get used to it. God did I try. I thought, of all things, that I could become adapted to it. What a fucking joke that was.

I'm so glad I'm right now. So. So. Glad.