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Today was the day. Won't see her again until Christmas if I'm lucky.
We got some time at the airport before she left to say goodbye, but it wasn't enough. Because goodbye was too much to begin with.
As I walked out to my car, after I watched her walk away for the last time in months, knowing I will be with her but that I can't be next to her now, I realized how lucky I am.
Until this day, I never had to face real, all-out pain. Nothing else compared, not when we broke up for a while or when she cheated on me or when I messed everything up...nothing.
I'm grateful that the worst thing that has ever happened to me is something that I will make it through and recover in the end.
We got some time at the airport before she left to say goodbye, but it wasn't enough. Because goodbye was too much to begin with.
As I walked out to my car, after I watched her walk away for the last time in months, knowing I will be with her but that I can't be next to her now, I realized how lucky I am.
Until this day, I never had to face real, all-out pain. Nothing else compared, not when we broke up for a while or when she cheated on me or when I messed everything up...nothing.
I'm grateful that the worst thing that has ever happened to me is something that I will make it through and recover in the end.