mexicans in top hats!!!!
im still fucking sick..im never going to get any freakin better..i took my antibiotics but they didnt help. so i went to the doctor today and i got more antibiotics and i had to go get a chest xray and crap...but i dont knw whats wrong with me till tomorrow...
i get to go to ashland....im so excited. nicks grandma is paying for it and i have absolutley no say in it what so ever..soi guess it could be taken as a god thing. i mean i really want to go, but i feel bad about his gram having to pay for it, but im not supposed to argue...shes the boss...so i guess im going....im so glad that nick is going too, he needs the credit.
ive been having a hard time with my baby lately...we fight alot and i dont know why. the only solution i can honsetly think of would be for me to move out ya know...but just the thought of that hurts ya know...and it hurts nick and i dont want that...i love sleeping next to him and i love waking up next to him..he is my love my life and my heart and i dont know what id do without him....i just cant stand the fighting anymore...i dont want this relationship to crash and burn...there is sooo much love between us, but we cant ride on love ya know...i dont know...i just dont want to lose him...i need to find some way to make this work...it is so hard...
i gots to clean and read a book...ive had enough of this loser journal for today...
-princess
i get to go to ashland....im so excited. nicks grandma is paying for it and i have absolutley no say in it what so ever..soi guess it could be taken as a god thing. i mean i really want to go, but i feel bad about his gram having to pay for it, but im not supposed to argue...shes the boss...so i guess im going....im so glad that nick is going too, he needs the credit.
ive been having a hard time with my baby lately...we fight alot and i dont know why. the only solution i can honsetly think of would be for me to move out ya know...but just the thought of that hurts ya know...and it hurts nick and i dont want that...i love sleeping next to him and i love waking up next to him..he is my love my life and my heart and i dont know what id do without him....i just cant stand the fighting anymore...i dont want this relationship to crash and burn...there is sooo much love between us, but we cant ride on love ya know...i dont know...i just dont want to lose him...i need to find some way to make this work...it is so hard...
i gots to clean and read a book...ive had enough of this loser journal for today...
-princess