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Sep 30, 2006 23:23

It's been over one year, apparently. It's interesting looking back. I am a little embarassed, yes, but I can accept it. I am happy actually. I knew in the back of my mind that I had changed, but this was nice, concrete evidence.

I just realized I have no idea how to use makeup. How very strange indeed! Where do you put eyeliner? What side of the lash? Oh but I don't care! Suddenly I feel like a fancy-free Stephen Dedalus! I'd like some big comfy underwear right now. Big and comfy. So big, in fact, that it can stretch up to my armpits. Ribbed, cotton, and kind like a strapless, one-piece bathingsuit. I think this is clearly a metaphor for wanting to be cared for and baby-like. I like how I am so frank.

This is good for me, I think. Some kind of "teen" activity, writing in journals. Perhaps I am growing up a little too fast?

I can't decide if it is good or not that 90% of the people I am acquainted with have a completely inaccurate image of me. I can't help feeling that it is better this way.

And Andy Milonakis really is a funny kid. I feel bad for him though. You can imagine why.
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