Nov 07, 2009 21:25
I havent posted or a while because, well, there's no need. I have nothing going on besides everything. Everyone is leaving and I really dont care, in fact, I'm showing them to the door. I'm not all sad and tearful that I'm losing friends, i dont care. I'm actually ok. i dont need anyone, I'll just od my own thing and when i want friends then I'l get em, i dont need losers and assholes for friends. Most of them have pissed me off so I'l justy chill and et them roll out. It doesnt bother me at all. Kinda sad reay but me giving up my love comes with a price. I dont know if I'm over her but w/e it doesnt matter anymore because i have my music and my story and that's really all i need. .....I hope.
I've given up but I'm still fighting, it's weird. Stuff that would normally freak me out just doesnt. I just want to fight someone but i know better, I've been trained well so I'l sit here and just rant over and over again. Not being able to do anything at all.
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