You are my lollipop, sugar, sugar drop
She's like an ddiction...i just cant stop. That's the only reason why i work so hard because in the end i really dont care about anything, i mean it varys but i want to just work hard...for her. Ya know? and i cant stop, I've tried, no one even understands how hard I've tried but I just cant quit her. I cant.
nothing else seems to matter, everything is so trival and so pointless compared to her...it's just...ugh. I wont say or do anything because i've been trained better and i know I'm going to get burned and besides, she's happy and i wouldnt say I'm happy but i'm here and that's all that matters. All i want is for her to be happy. i cant let myself become greedy. I just have to do what I can no matter what the cost.
nothing else seems to matter, everything is so trival and so pointless compared to her...it's just...ugh. I wont say or do anything because i've been trained better and i know I'm going to get burned and besides, she's happy and i wouldnt say I'm happy but i'm here and that's all that matters. All i want is for her to be happy. i cant let myself become greedy. I just have to do what I can no matter what the cost.